Wonderfully out of the beautiful form And is in its first home, there where it is. Who speaks thereof, and feels not the tears warm Upon his face, must have become so vile As to be dead to all sweet sympathies. upon him! an abject wretch like this May not imagine anything of her, He needs no bitter tears for his relief. But sighing comes, and grief, And the desire to find no comforter (Save only Death, who makes all sorrow brief), To him who for a while turns in his thought How she hath been among us, and is not. With sighs my bosom always laboreth Of her for whom my heart now breaks apace; That it will change the color of my face; And, if the idea settles in its place, All my limbs shake as with an ague-fit; Till, starting up in wild bewilderment, I do become so shent Afterward, calling with a sore lament Grief with its tears, and anguish with its sighs, Come to me now whene'er I am alone; So that I think the sight of me gives pain. And what my life hath been, that living dies, Since for my lady the New Birth's begun, I have not any language to explain. And so, dear ladies, though my heart were fain, I scarce could tell indeed how I am thus. All joy is with my bitter life at war; Yea, I am fallen so far Eyeing my cold white lips, how dead they are. Weep, pitiful Song of mine, upon thy way, To the dames going and the damozels For whom and for none else Go dwell thou with them as a mourner dwells. Her eyes were deeper than the depth Of waters stilled at even; And the stars in her hair were seven. Her robe, ungirt from clasp to hem, No wrought flowers did adorn, For service meetly worn; Was yellow like ripe corn. Herseemed she scarce had been a day One of God's choristers; From that still look of hers; Had counted as ten years. Yet now, (To one, it is ten years of years. and in this place, Surely she leaned o'er me—her hair Fell all about my face. Nothing: the autumn fall of leaves. The whole year sets apace.) It was the rampart of God's house That she was standing on; The which is Space begun; She scarce could see the sun. It lies in Heaven, across the flood Of ether, as a bridge. With flame and darkness ridge Spins like a fretful midge. Around her, lovers, newly met 'Mid deathless love's acclaims, Spoke evermore among themselves Their heart-remembered names; And the souls mounting up to God Went by her like thin flames. And still she bowed herself and stooped Out of the circling charm; Until her bosom must have made The bar she leaned on warm, And the lilies lay as if asleep Along her bended arm. From the fixed place of Heaven she saw Time like a pulse shake fierce Within the gulf to pierce The stars sang in their spheres. The sun was gone now; the curled moon Was like a little feather She spoke through the still weather. Had when they sang together. (Ah sweet! Even now, in that bird's song, Strove not her accents there, Possessed the midday air, Down all the echoing stair?) “I wish that he were come to me, For he will come,” she said. “Have I not prayed in Heaven? -on earth, Lord, Lord, has he not prayed? Are not two prayers a perfect strength? And shall I feel afraid? “When round his head the aureole clings, And he is clothed in white, To the deep wells of light; And bathe there in God's sight. “We two will stand beside that shrine, Occult, withheld, untrod, With prayer sent up to God; Each like a little cloud. “We two will lie i' the shadow of That living mystic tree Is sometimes felt to be, Saith His Name audibly. “And I myself will teach to him, I myself, lying so, Shall pause in, hushed and slow, Or some new thing to know.” (Alas! We two, we two, thou say'st! Yea, one wast thou with me To endless unity Was but its love for thee?) |