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school and though some of the scholars were nearly his equals in age and growth, the way in which he managed to secure their attention greatly pleased the Superintendent, and we were in hopes of finding John Rogers a useful and valuable member of society.

But alas! we were to be disappointed. His service, as a soldier of Christ in the Militant Church, was to be of short duration; he was destined soon to enter the higher and more perfect service of the church triumphant above. He had from his childhood suffered from an affection of the chest which had often caused anxiety to his parents, but as of late the symptoms had greatly diminished it was hoped that as he reached mature life they would altogether pass away.

But this fond hope of his loving friends was soon to be blasted; for in the month of February last he was attacked by measles which brought on inflammation of the Lungs and soon put an end to his days on earth.

Shortly after he was taken ill I visited him, and having no thought that his illness was to be fatal, I spoke to him of the importance of a full consecration to God, at once, that when restored he might be useful and happy. He then told me without the least hesitation that he was already fully decided for God. When I asked him how long he had been so, he referred me to the Covenant Service before alluded to. He said his sins were forgiven him, and he knew he was a child of God. A few days after, he grew worse, and it soon became evident that the disease had found out the weak part of his constitution and was settling on the Lungs. His friends were greatly alarmed, though the doctor gave hope. But he grew worse. His mother with true parental instinct was the first to discover danger and she seemed to have a fear from the first that she was about to lose her boy. But he felt no alarm. For a long time he thought he should recover, but when all hope was gone he was calm,

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peaceful and happy. I said to him one day how sorry was to see him so ill and so likely to leave us, and he replied, "Oh I am not sorry sir," and spoke confidently of his interest in Christ and consequent safety.

A few days before he died he called all his friends to his room. It was a touching sight. There were his grandmother, parents, brothers and sisters. He earnestly exhorted them one by one to give themselves to God. He then asked them all to kneel, and he prayed earnestly for the conversion of all present who were not converted. All were weeping except himself and he was calm and self-possessed. After this he said but little, his breathing was very laboured, and it was evident the end was not far off. What he did say, however, was expressive of confidence in Christ and an absence of all fear of death.

When his voice and consciousness were failing, his pious mother, whose prayers and conversation had

been great blessings to him during his illness, requested him if unable at the last to speak to raise his hand that she might know he was peaceful and resigned. On the afternoon of the day he died he repeated in broken sentences the words, "Yea, though I walk through the valley and the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, &c.," Just before he expired, his mother's request was remembered and the pale thin hand was raised to bear that testimony which the lips could no longer give to the presence and preciousness of Jesus. He gently passed away on Saturday, March 2nd, 1872, at about 9 o'clock in the evening, in the 18th year of his age. The Sabbath found him a worshipper in the upper temple. His funeral sermon was preached by the circuit minister, in Worle chapel, on Sunday Evening, March 17th, when a crowded chapel and a deeply affected people showed how much the departed youth was respected.

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Poetry.

STARVED TO DEATH.

WEARILY, drearily, comfortless,

A girl sank down on a hard mattress,
While the golden light of a summer morn
Mockingly smiled on the poor forlorn.

Mockingly! said I? yes, it was so,
A hollow smile o'er a scene of woe;
A garret, all furnitureless and bare-
Save some prized relics of earthenware,
An ancient stool, and the old arm-chair

Where the lone one's father had breathed his last,
Batter'd and worn by many a blast:
Fighting for England, he lost a limb,
And, generously, it pensioned him.

They had lived on this-with him 'twas gone,
Leaving her friendless-poor-and alone:
She had stitched all night-two farthings won-
"O! would that this weary life were done!

Nor brothers nor sisters e'er had she,
None-ev'n to share her misery-

O! what a pleasure! starving together!-
Brothers and sisters-she had neither.

She had no blanket, nor sheet, nor shawl,
To cover her poor shrunk form withal-
Shiv'ring with cold, though her burning skin
Told of the fever that raged within.

Then fell the thought-scorchingly keen-
Of what she was now, and once had been,
Hot on her brain-hot, aye, burning hot!—
And again she wished that she were not.

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Her spirit was broken: strength all gone:
Even for the pittance she had won,

Go she could not, and starve she must-
Of water no drop-of bread no crust !

Words are feeble, they cannot express
How, in the madness of her distress,
She struggled for lack of Bread and Breath-
Starved to death! - Starved to death!

She died that night-when the next day dawned,
In search of the shirts-she had not pawned-
Came one who was callous, yet almost wept
Over her who now her last sleep slept :

Death-always cold-breathed so chilly there!
O'er the corpse-the stool-the old arm-chair-
That his blood turned cold, his teeth, like stones,
Chatter'd together, his very bones

Shook, as if he was palsied and old-
To be out again he'd have given gold,
But his limbs refused, he wished in vain,
And his knees knocked at each other again.

He wept-for, at times, the tears will flow
From the sternest eyes o'er woman's woe-
Gazing again on that lifeless clay
Without one friend to bear it away!

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A pauper's burial, half-finished rites-
Grudgingly given-favours, not rights-
Did pauper souls require their completion,
When, when would they rise to full fruition?

-Noble Love, and other Poems.

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