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Upon a red stone flung on the red sand,

In length as great as some sarcophagus
Which holds a king, but scribbled with no runes,
Bald, and unstained by lichen or grey moss.
Save me no living thing in that red land.

Showed under heaven; no furtive lizard slipped,
No desert weed pushed upward the tough spine
Or hairy lump, no slow bird was a spot
Of moving black on the deserted air,

Or stationary shrilled his tuneless cry;

No shadow stirr'd, nor luminous haze uprose,

Quivering against the blanched blue of the marge.

I sat unbonneted, and my throat baked,

And my tongue loll'd dogwise. Red sand below,
And one unlidded eye above-mere God

Blazing from marge to marge. I did not pray,
My heart was as a cinder in my breast,

And with both hands I held my head which

throbbed.

I, who had sought for God, had followed God

Through the fair world which stings with sharp

desire

For him of whom its hints and whisperings are,
Its gleams and tingling moments of the night,
I, who in flower, and wave, and mountain-wind,
And song of bird, and man's diviner heart
Had owned the present Deity, yet strove

For naked access to his inmost shrine,—

Now found God doubtless, for he filled the heaven

Like brass, he breathed upon the air like fire.

But I, a speck 'twixt the strown sand and sky,

Being yet an atom of pure and living will,

And perdurable as any God of brass,

With all my soul, with all my mind and strength Hated this God. O, for a little cloud

No bigger than a man's hand on the rim,

To rise with rain and thunder in its womb,

And blot God out! But no such cloud would come.

I felt my brain on fire, heard each pulse tick;

It was a God to make a man stark mad;

I rose with neck out-thrust, and nodding head,

While with dry chaps I could not choose but laugh;

Ha, ha, ha, ha, across the air it rang,

No sweeter than the barking of a dog,
Hard as the echo from an iron cliff;

It must have buffeted the heaven; I ceased,
I looked to see from the mid sky an arm,
And one sweep of the scimitar; I stood;
And when the minute passed with no event,
No doomsman's stroke, no sundering soul and flesh,
When silence dropt its heavy fold on fold,
And God lay yet inert in heaven, or scorn'd
His rebel antic-sized, grotesque,-I swooned.

Now when the sense returned my lips were wet, And cheeks and chin were wet, with a dank dew, Acrid and icy, and one shadow huge

Hung over me blue-black, while all around

The fierce light glared. O joy, a living thing,

Emperor of this red domain of sand,

A giant snake! One fold, one massy wreath

Arched over me; a man's expanded arms

Could not embrace the girth of this great lord
In his least part, and low upon the sand
His small head lay, wrinkled, a flaccid bag,
Set with two jewels of green fire, the eyes
That had not slept since making of the world.
Whence grew I bold to gaze into such eyes?

Thus gazing each conceived the other's thought, Aware how each read each; the Serpent mused, "Are all the giants dead, a long time dead, Born of the broad-hipped women, grave and tall, In whom God's sons poured a celestial seed? A long time dead, whose great deeds filled the earth

With clamour as of beaten shields, all dead,

And Cush and Canaan, Mizraim and Phut,

And the boy Nimrod storming through large

lands

Like earthquake through tower'd cities, these

depart,

And what remains? Behold, the elvish thing

We raised from out his swoon, this now is man.
The pretty vermin! helpless to conceive

Of great, pure, simple sin, and vast revolt;
The world escapes from deluge these new days,
We build no Babels with the Shinar slime;
What would this thin-legged grasshopper with us,
The Dread Ones? Rather let him skip, and chirp
Hymns in his smooth grass to his novel God,
'The Father;' here no bland paternity

He meets, but visible Might blocks the broad sky,
My great Co-mate, the Ancient. Hence! avoid!
What wouldst thou prying on our solitude?

For thee my sly, small cousin may suffice,
And sly, small bites about the heart and groin;
Hence to his haunt! Yet ere thou dost depart,
I mark thee with my sign."

A vibrant tongue

Had in a moment pricked upon my brow
The mystic mark of brotherhood, Cain's brand,
But when I read within his eyes the words

'Hence' and 'avoid,' dim horror seized on me,

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